Friday, April 27, 2012

Week 13: Oh the Sweet Sweet Smell of Success

I DID IT!


As of about 1:30 on Tuesday, 4/24 my student teaching papers were signed and I am now eligible to apply for an initial license in Massachusetts.  There is no greater feeling in the world than having a lot of hard-work pay off and begin reaping the rewards.  While I still have to teach for one more week (just enough time to sneak one more test in with my classes, they're SO excited...) the stressful part of this semester is over.  I suppose it's a good thing that as the semester progressed, it was not the teaching or lesson planning that really stressed me out, but the PPA and other documentation that I had to continuously modify and resubmit in order to prove that I was fulfilling all of the requirements for licensure.   


Also, I found out on Thursday that I have been accepted into a M.ed in Special Education for Students with Moderate Disabilities program at BSU! (as if the week could get any better!)  So as this chapter of my education career comes to a close, the next stage is already set and I can't slow down until it's all complete.


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It feels a little premature to give an overall summary of the semester in this blog post as I still have 1 week remaining, so I think I'll keep this one brief and save the best for last.


-MB


Friday, April 13, 2012

Week 12: A Sigh of Relief



Vacation starts today at 2:15pm!  It's hard to tell who's more excited, the students or the teachers.  I, for one, have a plethora of reasons to be excited:
  1. Tomorrow is my brother's wedding, sure to be a great time!
  2. Last night at approximately 11pm I clicked submit on my final completed PPA standard (hopefully the revisions are few)
  3. Vacation not only includes sleeping in, but also attending a Red Sox game (which will be fun regardless of their winning ability...)
  4. There are only 2 weeks left of teaching after vacation and then my four years of undergrad comes to a close!
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As my active, stress-inducing, paperwork driven portion of the semester comes to an end I have one plan in mind for my last two-weeks of teaching: Enjoy it!  No, I will not give easy assignments or sit back and let the students do as they please for the remainder.  I actually plan on giving a test on my second-to-last day.  Some would say this is crazy (because it likely means I'll still be correcting them after I'm supposed to be done) but I can't help but teach until my last possible moment.  This semester has helped me realize how much I truly do love teaching.  There is nothing more satisfying to me than knowing I can wake up at 5am and start my day with a coffee and go and shape the growing minds of young-adults and make them more aware of the world around them and how it came to be.  Without the dark cloud of licensure paperwork hanging over my head, I can completely concentrate my efforts on effective teaching for the last 10 days.

Happy vacation to those of you who have one!

-MB

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Week 11: Excitement and Anticipation



This might go down as my high point as far as my mental and emotional status at any point this semester (and not just because the week ended on a Thursday).  All week there has been this energy, this excitement that I've finally figured out who I want to be as a teacher.  No I don't have all of the answers, nor do I think my current teaching mindset will necessarily survive a few years into my career.  But right now, I know what makes me comfortable in front of a class and how I can use my personality to engage my students in the topic at hand.


I realized a couple of weeks ago when a few of my students in different classes asked if I was angry that I wasn't exhibiting my enjoyment for teaching to the degree that the students were feeding off my energy.  A dry sense of humor is great, but it needs to be balanced with some positive and high energy moments.


The first of these occurred yesterday while talking about Sir Isaac Newton.  Science has always fascinated me on the surface, but I've never truly enjoyed delving into the complexities surrounding any topic other than space.  I credit a lot of this passion for space to my eldest brother who just so happens to be a rocket scientist (no, seriously, he has a degree in aerospace engineering).  While describing gravity to the class I mentioned the lack of gravity in space, for example on the International Space Station.  Turns out, over half the class had no idea what the ISS was!  *quick stretch* here we go! I proceeded to get quite animated and vocal in my explanation of the space program which sparked question after question! Fifteen minutes later it was time to get back to my lesson plan but it was exhilarating to be able to answer questions and truly engage the students in a subject.


Today, I used the same vocal presence and animation to lead a very intriguing conversation on a comparison between oil dependence on politics and herb/spices dependence on politics in the 1600s.  My students were a little taken aback by my excitement, but they were active participants in discussion and some of them became animated themselves!
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This week has led to some serious anticipation of my future as an educator.  I cannot wait to get back into the teaching mode after this semester of student teaching comes to an end.  Hopefully, I don't have too much longer to wait before I can call a classroom my own and truly begin my career as a teacher.


-MB